I woke up to an email from Chameli & The Awakening Women team, with today's practices and was pleasantly not surprised to see that today's practices were heavily focused on wants.
Over the past month or so, I'd been getting more practice than ever in clarifying and asking for what I want, especially in difficult situations. From requesting an face-to-face breakup do-over to stating my terms for allowing an early lease termination, I have been on a roll. And to top it off, yesterday a hypnotherapy session ended up revealing a need to focus on knowing that not only can I ask for what I want, but guess what! ....I can get it. ;) And it's true; pretty much everything I've asked for lately, I have received. So this morning I sat at my altar for Kali again. I lit a candle. I chanted. I stood up and energetically rinsed myself in Bhairavi Kali's fire. And I asked, "what do you want for me?" Freedom, flow, openness. I want you to step into your magnificence. I want you to have all you want, to stop holding back, to stop playing small. "Bhairavi, what do you want for me?" I asked again. I want love, passion, and pleasure for you. An abundance of peace, ease, and joy, As well as rage, sorrow, and wild storms. Bhairavi, what do you want for me? I want you to hold yourself in the highest regard and treat yourself like the queen that you are. I want you to drop the veils of separation and illusion. I want you to be fierce in your pursuit of Truth and in telling it like it is, no holds barred. Bhairavi, what do you want for me? I want you to stop with the nonsense, the distractions, the time sucks and energy drains. I want your focus laser sharp; you have important work to do. I want your energy clean and strong. I want you to trust yourself, especially when it comes to walking away. Bhairavi, what do you want for me? I want an end to anything that's stopping you. I want you to fly. I want you to roar. I want you to remember, and do, what you came here for.
As I went through my day, I felt a sense of strength and this fiery energy within me. A few things happened that pissed me off or threatened to stress me out, but I kept my cool as this fire burned inside. I knew the right path, the right words and actions to take. I also continued asking for what I want and even landed myself a new meditation teaching gig! All in all, today was a pretty amazing day. Thank you, Bhairavi, for wanting what you want for me.
My conversation with Bhairavi this morning set the stage for tonight's self-inquiry and Sankalpa Shakti activation. But it's late. And I'm tired. So perhaps more on Sankalpa another time.... |
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Rebecca Clio Gould is a Certified Sheng Zhen Teacher and Holistic Wellness Coach. Her specialties include self-love, embodied joy, women's sexuality, spirituality, surgery preparation, and trauma recovery. She is also a Supreme Science Qigong Instructor, Essence vs Form Coach, and Award-winning Author of "The Multi-Orgasmic Diet: Embrace Your Sexual Energy and Awaken Your Senses for a Healthier, Happier, Sexier You." Archives
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